Blow out the candle that shines in the deepest corner of my soul,
beyond those nightmares which I can’t control.
Thoughts and dreams, whispers and screams
living in darkness, we all fall asleep.
Go away, escape from this lonely room
you don’t have to feel the way I do.
And now there’s nothing left to feel,
the end of light was my biggest fear.
You won’t hear me screaming in the dark,
nor the last beats of my heart.
I realized I was so afraid, but now you’re so far away.
There’s no one to blame but me.
Not today, those pretty words I said to you
are burning now, I’m all that flames will consume.
Oh, but you don’t have to care about it,
I’m dead and there’s no place for doubt.
I know that nothing can bring you back,
my sunny days will all turn black.
I realized why you couldn’t stay, all my promises started to fade.
Never thought to fall so deep.
You were all my desire,
but, how could you trust in a liar?
I promise you I won’t cry a single tear
as insignificant like me.
(martes 11 de febrero, 2014)